Responsibility seems to follow you around, always. Just when I thought I can hand over my position in CF happily, there I have a much bigger responsibility. I think I can handle responsibility well. I think. Being a treasurer allowed me to do a lot of paperwork which I detest greatly...! But, I passed my serving term. But to ask me to lead others spiritually, now... that is an issue.

Discipleship WOR.

I admit. I have goosebumps everytime someone says this to me. Its a big thing. I am not a model christian. I do things that a christian shoudn't do. Yet again I am reminded that no one is perfect. I guess my biggest worry is that I am afraid what I do will stumble others. Its been a big problem for me ever since... the elders approached me about this. Its even worse now that they want to do such thing in CF. I am yes, indeed experienced and an older christian. Maturity level, I think I'm far behind.

Excuses, definately.