Lonely.

A word that is detest by many. Sometimes this word became a taboo, where people wouldn't even dare to say this word. People like me.

Its a feeling where it makes you feel that you are the worst person on earth. Simply because you are alone and no one is beside you, not even a single person.

Another scenario would be eventhough there are many people around you, care for you, there is still this tinge feeling of loneliness. I am very blessed to have others being concern about me. However, the feeling once again creep in and make you realize, the ones that concern about you, are just not the people you wish them to be.