My command of language sucks. Whether it is English, BM or Cantonese.

A friend pointed out during dinner. Malunya... Plus hes not someone I meet up often. I don't know him that well somemore. I think I should go for english lessons.

How was your week?

Mine, amazingly, past by just like that. My workload is getting heavier, but I enjoyed it because I understand more now compared to the first two weeks. I had insufficient sleep the whole week. Probably due to the crazy previous weekend I had. I also had nasi lemak... 3 times in a row for breakfast! I think I am going to turn into a pig soon.

I went for my first cell meeting this week. I like it a lot. Think I am going to try to be a regular.

I almost forgot that lots of my friends read my blog. Even the ones I have not seen for ages. I am talking about my ex-schoolmates. I was shocked when one of them told me that they do. And I think I should pay more attention to what I write in here. I cannot afford to have too many people asking me questions. Especially YOU guys. You know who you are.

*laughs*
I am definately having one of the best time in my life right now.

It was a stressful day indeed. I did 7 companies today. The last one was the worst. Contract financing. OMG.

However, something else made my day.

He wrote about me.

The only problem is, do I want him to?

It has been a tiring weekend. From friday night onwards.

We had a MA/FL gathering and was introduced to our seniors. It was an eventful evening and I will not publish any of the pictures here. No way. Anyways, I ended up pretty tired on Saturday, almost slept in church and had to skip partying with some of the peeps and went to Alexis instead. Haha. But at least I fulfilled one of my wishes for the month!

Whats left? Apple strudels and Mama-mia!

ARGHHHHH

Me do not like trade bills. Its COMPLICATED.

How am I supposed to structure for my customers when I cannot even understand it?

Arghh.. I am left with two weeks to learn it. I don't think I have enough time.

First it was Bear Stearns. Now Lehman Brothers. Even Merrill Lynch is having some troubles on its own. I secretly wished that someday in the future I can be part of Merrill Lynch. I know, I am not near to investment banking at all. But everyone are allowed to dream right?

Back here in Malaysia, we have all sorts of news everyday whether in the morning or at night. People rushed for the morning papers and TheSun became a popular choice. So what will it be tomorrow?

Its been a while. I finally got my own internet connection.

Its mid-autumn festival again! I remember yakking about it last year on this blog itself. This year felt totally different compared to then. I was still a student then, trying to pass all my papers. Now, I have become a banker. Earning my own money, living on my own. No longer asking dad for money but instead tries to give him some every month.

All these blast from the past seems so surreal to me. I guess I haven't really moved on eventhough I have been working for 3 months now. I missed the things I did, the food I had (the many times I had the awesome fried rice), the place and the people. Everything I do now is just so different. I eat different kind of food, I don't go out to mamak, I stop going to the movies and I even have less time to daydream!

Arghh.. I hate the feeling. Its similar to what people might call it homesick, just that what I am missing is not exactly my home. Yes, I do have to admit that I miss you guys in uni. Please, lets try to meet up once in a while?

Anyways, I came up with a new wishlist. For the current month. I really think I should have one every month. Motivation, to drive me move further every month.

September's WISHLIST
1. Watch Mama Mia!
2. Apple strudels
3. Wanna go for a local jazz performance

Well, thats about it for the month. Have a plan and work towards it. Hopefully its good news when I do my month-end review!